In this episode I discuss how I had been lying to myself about wanting marriage and children. I have spent the past few years trying to convince myself that I didn't want to get married and have children, all out of fear that I wouldn't be able to find love, conceive, and not royally screw up a child. This fear had my brain trying to find all of the evidence as to why I just didn't want it. The reality is that these are some of my deepest desires and the fear of not having them was painful. G...