Charlotte, del 2: Det frygtelige øjeblik, efterfulgt af skinger humor og opvågningen

I dagens afsnit har jeg fået besøg af forfatter og podcast-mentor Charlotte Heje Haase, der fortæller om et parforhold, der ligger mange år tilbage. Men det viser sig, i løbet af optagelsen, at hun stadig kan blive påvirket af oplevelserne, når hun fortæller om det. Hendes daværende kæreste var meget jaloux og havde behov for kontrol. Han viste en subtil ligegyldighed og indirekte trusler. Efter hver gang blev hændelserne negligeret med humor. Lyt med til denne fine, sårbare samtale hvor Charlotte udfolder hendes oplevelser og spejles i, om det var psykisk vold - for hun er stadig i tvivl den dag idag. Charlotte er forfatter og podcastmentor. Hun laver podcasten 'Skab Dig', som jeg varmt kan anbefale.Du kan læse hendes personlige tekster her: https://charlottehejehaase.substack.com/Klub Bare Skriv, for forfatter og forfatteraspiranter: https://www.klubbareskriv.dk/ Hun er også podcast-mentor og har hjemmesiden: https://dinpodcast.dk/ Anbefalinger: "Når kærligheden kammer over"Heidi Korsgaard "Kvinder der elsker for meget"Robyn Norwoodhttps://youtu.be/uelHwf8o7_U Love the Way You LieEminemTekst: Just gonna stand there and watch me burnWell, that's alright because I like the way it hurtsJust gonna stand there and hear me cryWell, that's alright because I love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now, there's a steel knife in my windpipeI can't breathe but I still fight while I can fightAs long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flightHigh off her love, drunk from her hateIt's like I'm huffing paint and I love her the more I suffer, I suffocateAnd right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates meShe fucking hates me and I love it"Wait! Where you going?""I'm leaving you!""No you ain't. Come back"We're running right backHere we go againIt's so insane 'cause when it's going good, it's going greatI'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois LaneBut when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap"Who's that dude?""I don't even know his name"I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low againI guess I don't know my own strengthJust gonna stand there and watch me burnWell, that's alright because I like the way it hurtsJust gonna stand there and hear me cryWell, that's alright because I love the way you lieI love the way you lieI love the way you lieYou ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with 'emYou meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'emGot that warm fuzzy feelingYeah, them chills used to get 'emNow you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'emYou swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'emNow you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit themYou push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'emThrow 'em down, pin 'emSo lost in the moments when you're in themIt's the rage that took overIt controls you bothSo they say it's best to go your separate waysGuess that they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterdayYesterday is over, it's a different daySound like broken records playing over but you promised herNext time you'd show restraintYou don't get another chanceLife is no...